Thursday, April 26, 2007
and her friends don't understand her.
she's a question without answers.
who feels like she's falling apart.
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5:56 AM
tank of gas
and empty heart.
but i've got everything i'll ever need.
i got this old guitar and
a brand new set of strings.
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5:53 AM
Look me in my eyes
And tell me
That I can never have you
That all my hopes of us
Are only dreams
Just tell me now
Before I love you any more
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5:46 AM
now you're forcing the liquor down your throat.
it's unpleasant; but hey, we need to forget.
you tried so hard to get inside of her head.
the secret is out, you were weak all along.
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5:36 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i'll be sleepless so cry yourself to sleep,
this is about broken hearts,
this is about me.
bending again for nothing,
i'd run to you but pain awaits.
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7:14 PM
I think it’s quite Pathetic
how you’re so stuck up
I thought that as we got older
people would grow up.
this isn’t kindergarten sweetie
stop playing childish games
no more pranks, no more rumors,
no more calling names….
now since I’M Mature
I’ll forgive & forget.
but watch out next time you pull that shit
yeah bitch that’s a threat
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7:08 PM
Real beauty is loving yourself
And that’s something
she could never do
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7:05 PM
Twinkle, Twinkle
Drop of blood
How I long to be
up above
Watching over
all my friends
Once my life
comes to an end
Sparkle, Sparkle
Razor blade
Grant my wish,
take me away
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7:02 PM
do you know what it's like to be me?
go through something that not
everyone can see? do you know
what it's like to walk in my shoes?
please stop judging me simply
because i'm not you.
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10:03 AM
I'm a daughter hiding my depression.
I'm a big sister making a good impression.
I'm your friend acting like I'm fine.
I'm a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I'm the girl sitting next to you.
I'm the one asking you to care.
I'm your best friend hoping you'll be there.
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10:00 AM
When we were little we had dreams
of being big rockstars & doctors.
Now life has changed &
those dreams have faded ;;
now we're just hoping we make it
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9:57 AM
A shot to kill the pain,
A pill to drain the shame,
A purge to stop the gain,
A cut to break the vein,
A smoke to ease the crave,
A drink to win the game;
an addictions an addiction
because it always hurts the same
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9:20 AM
You see THAT girl, yeah her.
She seems so invinceable right.
but just touch her & she'll wince.
She has secrets & she trusts no one.
she's the perfect example of betrayal.
cause everyone she trusted, broke her.
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8:52 AM
One small cut,
No one will notice.
Everyone is way to busy for me anyways.
So just let me, just once more
and more I let the blade go.
All at once the blood starts to pour.
I watch it all go awful,
thats what cutting is.
Cutting is so addictive, you will never understand
until you start to cut yourself.
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8:33 AM
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and i said
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.
I don't wanna ever love another.
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8:20 AM
Cutting is the most amazing addiction you'll ever have.
Screw smoking, screw drugs.
They are nothing compared to the beauty of self-injury.
Your heart beat quickly, you slowly savor the pain
and then there's the sight of your beautiful,
beautiful blood.
It's worth the pants in summer,
the countless bandages
and the lies you have to tell.
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8:12 AM
