Saturday, June 24, 2006
Wake me when it's over,
I don't feel much like crying tonight.
Please tell me that you're leaving.
I don't feel much like holding you tight.
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9:09 AM
Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.
A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down
to watch something beautiful die.
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8:58 AM
I don't know if I can make it.
I don't know if I'm that strong.
I don't know where we went wrong but somehow it's over.
In my mind I see you clearly.
In my dreams I feel you near me.
I want to know, does this feeling go away?
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8:44 AM
She smokes like there's no tomorrow
She says it makes her feel alive.
She drinks her wine like water
'cause she feels dry inside.
She drives her car like it's a bullet
She says that time is slipping away.
She never thinks about her future...
It's a million miles away.
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8:40 AM
I see it around me,
I see it in everything.
I could be so much
More than this.
I said my goodbye's
This is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much
More than this.
With one hand high,
You'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time,
But no one cares,
No one cares
I need you to show me
The way from crazy.
I wanna be so much
More than this.
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8:28 AM
I need you in the worst way.
I don't think I'm gonna pull through.
All eyes on us, do you think we can make it?
I'm not so sure that I'm good enough.
Please assure me that I'm good enough.
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8:17 AM
You try to find one source of light,
try to name one thing you like.
You used to have such a longer list,
and light, you never had to look for it.
But now it's so easy, it's so easy to
second guess everything you do
until all you want is to finish this half empty glass
before the ice all melts away.
This feeling always used to pass.
Seems like it's every day,
seems like it's every night now.
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8:07 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Fuck the ppl who make others feel like shit..
Who hate them for no reason;
the ones that won't quit.
The ones that lie to them and break their heart..
who sit there and laugh when someone
else's world is falling apart.
They don't deserve it -
although too many don't give a damn...
They're trying their hardest..
>they're just being them.
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6:50 AM
All the rumors
All the talk
Ppl blabbin their mouths
Walkin their walk
No honesty
Fuckin with ur mind
Wantin to trust
but can be so blind
To see the hurt the pain
the way ppl treat you
stabbing through you again and again
Don't know what to expect
noone's secrets are kept
everyone so determinded
everyone so greedy
Out for themself
Out for no one else
Gotta play the game
go through the strife
pick your cards wisely
its called LIFE
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6:41 AM
Over the years I've come to learn
that things don't always last forever...
there's no such thing as "perfect",
& you'll hurt the ones
that you would never want to hurt.
But the important thing
is find the people
whowill love you with your mistakes....
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6:35 AM
You don't know how much pain I hide
how many tears I've cried....
How mant cuts I've had to hide...
you don't know how many times
I've wanted to die
how many times
I've been ready to say goodbye
you don't know what thoughts run
through this head
& I doubt you want to know...
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6:32 AM
Having the love of your life
break up with you and tell you
"We can still be friends"
is like your dog dying
and your mom telling you-
"You can still keep it"
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6:23 AM
sticks & stones are hard on bones
aimed with angry art, words can
sting like anything but silence
breaks the heart
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6:15 AM
Is this what being depressed feels like?
praying to god every minute of the day
so you dont burst into tears?
and at night not falling asleep
until you see 11:11
so you can wish you never wake up?
well...
thats what im going through right now,
but i just cant seem to explain why
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6:07 AM
Cutting is so addictive
you think its all for attention
but its not, its because im sad
i think no one cares
i dont want these scars anymore
no one is trying to help me
go away, leave me with my razorblade...
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6:01 AM
I want something to make
me feel whole. I want something
to make me feel complete.
I want a reason to put on my
make up in the morning.
I want a reason to set 45 minutes
aside to do my hair. I want a reason
to not wear pj's all the time.
I want a reason to actually care...
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5:59 AM
Love is like puttin chalk on a chalk board.
Someone puts it there for a little while..
it sets in.
Then its erased.
And will never come back.
Ever....
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5:55 AM
Another knife into your back,
another hole in your head,
another broken heart
that says you're better off dead.
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5:45 AM
in a perfect world, there would be no mirrors.
cause every girl would have a perfect guy to tell
her that she looks beautiful.
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5:33 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future, stop figuring out
precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our minds
exactly what we want our hearts to feel.
Sometimes we just have to go with the flow and just enjoy life.
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9:37 AM
Your life is a book...
don't jump to the end
to see if it's worth it.
Just enjoy life. and
make those pages filled
with beautiful memories.
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9:30 AM
This is your life.
Don't fight it.
Don't waste it.
Don't deal with it.
Don't think about the future.
Don't think about the past.
Just think about the moment & make it last.
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9:27 AM
Something has been stirring somewhere deep inside
In the pit of my stomach burns what I cannot hide
The secrets are so noisy, and I beg them to be quiet
As they slide off my tongue into your ears tonight
I am ...
A little less than what you might've hoped
Often unable to cope with what I've been given
I've somehow risen from the ashes to fly
This is what I whisper tonight
Something has been killing me piece by piece
Shredding my faith in all that once gave me release
A painful past that would bring anyone to his knees
Will you let me share all of this with you, please?
I am ...
A little harder to handle than most
Often like a ghost I like to hide from the crowds
But sometimes I'm loud when I feel alive
This is what I whisper tonight
I hear you breathing in the darkness and I think
That love must feel like this
Something has been searching for its light
Feeling its way through my skin toward the open night
It reduces me to tears, I try but I cannot hide
The desire I have for you to tell me it's alright
That I am ...
A little empty but so full of love
I try to rise above all the shit I've been through
I just want to be the sparkle in your eyes
This is what I whisper tonight
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7:26 AM
i need someone
to put their arms around me
shelter me from all harm
just as i find
something to believe in
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7:08 AM
I thought you were the one
until you broke my heart
into one million pieces
and after about 5 thousand
times of trying to put it
back together you say
that your sorry & that you
really do love me again
so i say i love you then
like before you broke
my heart but this time you
broke it into 999,999 pieces
because this time i knew
it was coming...
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6:56 AM
l o v e
we think about it
dream about it
sing about it
when we dont have it
we search for it
when we discover it
>we dont know what to do with it
when we have it were afraid of losing it
its the short word thats easy to spell
difficult to define
and impossible to live without
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6:45 AM
There's this girl I know
I see her everyday
She's miserable from head to toe
She's not as happy as she says
Outside she puts on a smile
But she's crying inside all the while
She pretends what they say doesn't bother her
She just laughs
But her eyes are pouring out invisible tears
She acts as she loves life
But really she feels like why not
its not like it would matter
I know this girl well
I even know her thoughts
She tries so hard to be perfect
But at the end of the day
She feels like she's not good enough
like life is sometimes too tough
This girl is part of me
She’s always there
Because I see her
When I look in the mirror.
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1:22 AM
You know what i think hurts the most?
the feeling of being replaced. It's like
no matter what you did, it wasn't good enough,
and no matter what you do to try &
capture their heart again, it doesn't seem
to work. & you're suddenly left thinking that
you'll never be good enough & a sadness takes over
your heart and never really leaves.
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